Well.. today i went to Soka mtg in the morning. But as usual .. i was late! haha.. then we actually went down to chinatown for tea at a traditional tea house. However.. i had already made arrangement with ZZ, so didn't get to drink tea with them.. hmm

After mtg up.. we went to watch shrek 2 at cineleisure.. it was a funny and nice show..ZZ and me laugh at all the stupid things the creatures did.. haha..( rem that pinochio wears thong?) Catch the show, have a good laugh~ Well after that we end up walking the streets of orchard road.. but since the both of us are broke, window shopping becums a tedious thing. We ended up with a small arguement.. basically i was the one who wasn't very happy.. ZZ keep asking me why i am so sian.. so i told him because i wasn't happy due to him. Is it that i ask too much? hmm.. Well, after that we just head down to tiong bahru plaza for LJS.

I don't know whether i am very happy in this relationship.. or maybe i don't even need it at all.. Although i do like him.. or fallen for him. but i just can't seems to stop making comparison between him and my ex. i know, i know i shouldn't but i just can't help it.. maybe all it takes is time.. but.. i am just afraid that as time have pass so as my feelings. is this the meaning of selfishness? why, must i have such doubts on my relationship.. maybe i lack confidence as well as courage that things will be better.. maybe...