... Rainy Day...

What a day.. just finish my exams and the rain keeps pouring...just like my feelings...

Sitting in front of com to blog once again.. haven't been blogging lately due to the excessive usage of my net account and also my exams.. well, glad that there is only one more paper to go.. phew~ two more days and hurray!! i will be free!!

Have been feeling sick lately.. irritable and moody.. just like today, i am having terrible abdominal cramps and diarrhoea.. no appetite at all.. feeling lethargic and shitty!! Weather is too gloomy... enhance my terrible feeling now.

Listening to Fish's songs .. again.. haiz, singing about love relationship... WORST! about breaking up!! Talking about relationship, i think my relationship is edgy and rocky once again.. Gosh!! Yes, maybe because i am a useless person that doesn't deserve to be loved.. just like my former relationship... i know that it is my karma. i just have to accept it.. (NO!! April, how can u think that way.. u must challenge it..) I dunno whether i will be able to take it... because i think i have fallen too deep... haizz...i am drown, suffocating, dead... (okie, i am talking rubbish already)

I should be with my books now.. yet i am down here blogging away.. i think i am sure dead.. i dun think i can finish revising my next paper.. which is nursing science.. oh please! what a stupid topic... because i can't see the science in the module... all are interventions and interventions...

Well.. some things i need to achieve during this pathetic 2 weeks of break (that includes one week of my attachment)

1. To pack my messy room and table.
2. To go for my vaccinations and medical check up.
3. To go shopping and hunting supplies for expedition.
4. To take passport photo.
5. To go ktving with my dear Gina.
6. To patch things up with my bf. (most impt!)