I just visited some of my friends blog and realise that many peeps are quite upset. Grumble and Irritated. I dunno what to say or do. MAybe there are just too many things that are unexpected? Which can't avoid? This i believe is in one's own karma. Well, just that it is just the second day of the new year and many seems to have a rough start. Looking out the window, the rain keeps pouring. It seems as an ominous sign warning us that things are going bad? But rain do stop, and rainbow do appears after the rain right?

Hmm... i realised that as i aged, the more i want to stay put as a child. Yes, i want to grow.. but as you grow, the responsibilities grow along. I found myself in a dilemma trying to find out who i am and what i want. I guess i am at another crossroad of my life. This is not an easy task but everyone has to go thru it.

I am not as poetic and emotional as jo. So i will just put it upfront and bluntly. i really think she has grow a lot. Remember the first year we met in yr one when we just started in our nursing course? haa.. we had our conflict and trashing. Things change and here we are as friends we can trust and rely on. She has found happiness in her life and what she does. I really wish her best in whatever she does.

My best pal in poly- na. She has always been there when i needed her. She knows me way deep in me that sometime i din even know abt myself. Surprised by the fact that she has tolerated my nonsense and lame jokes all this while. No matter what misunderstanding or quarrel we had, we will move on and learnt more about one another. I guess thats how we became so close and many thinks we are sisters. Hold on dear, trust yourself that u can conquer it all.

The one in my life, i believe u know who u are. i appreciate your understanding and love.Hopefully u remember what u promised. Set it as your new year resolution. Let's put our hearts together to do it. I believe we can make it. What do u think?

Junni. What can i say.. U are a brave girl. No matter what u know that there is always 'someone' there for u. dont be despaired. U know my phoneline is always open for u and a listening ear awaits u. No fears darling. Fight on!

" One thing is certain: The power of belief, the power of thought,will move reality in the direction of our belief. If you really believe you can do something, you can. That is the fact."