Finally he left my life.. no longer a part of me..
everything seems so fast.. i was not ready at all.. Felt so frustrated..

I have cried till no more tears left...
my life seems to stop...
I can't seems to move away from this moment.. everything is stagnant.
Sadness overwhelm me.
Frustration linger in my soul.
Everything is blur.. except for that moment of truth, hurt and agony.

Thought i could handle it.. but seems not.
I am not that indestructable after all.
I am that vulnerable.. that weak.
I wish i could just end my life now as it pains my heart to the core.
Stupid idea?? bUT IT CAN END MY SUFFERING.