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Monday, April 04, 2005

Okie... lets update.. I am So SICK!! I mean i have this terrible flu that so pissed me off. I keep on sneezing especially when today's weather is so damn cold. I am like shivering all over during duty. But thou the day is gloomy and my illness getting worst, my mood is especially good. As usual, i have friends who comfort and care for me thru sms or phone. So sweet of them. Even one came over to visit me.. WinkZ..( U should know who u are.)

Somehow, i am really glad that i am out of my relationship. Not that i have someone new but i have come to notice little things in life that means so much.. Like having good weather and good health. Friends who are always there supporting u. I mean what can i ask for.. i am really contented. This feeling is just like when i just came back from cambodia. I come to treasure little things in life now.. Looking back from my relationship, it was silly of me to keep finding faults and unreasonable quarrels. However, they are not so impt anymore ... it is the great memories that will be kept in my heart.

Today's entry is dedicated to HIM.

I went to see his friendster account and wat did i see.. My testimonial for him.. That was so long ago.. but it brings back beautiful memories of how i get to meet him. We are so different yet against all odds, we falled in love. It was unexpected becos we din like each other in the first place. We were so 'coincidentally' placed together in the same group becos of our elective. Thats how we met and come to know of each others' presences. We had many ups and downs, We break and patch. But we still lasted almost 1 yr. A year maybe short but the time and effort spent was a great deal. He wasn't the sweet talk type neither was he sentimental. But he has been very supportive in whatever i do. he given me his trust whole heartedly. TRUST-that was what keep us going. Even though, we are not together now.. maybe he hates me.. or maybe he already have someone new.. he will be kept in my heart. Thanks for everything u have given me especially the good times we had. Okok.. i am not going to be emo.. which i am not. Cos i have so many peeps out there waiting for me... just kidding.. me crapping again. *WinkZ*

To SH: Let nature take its course... we shall see... :)

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