Well.. suppose to rest early.. but wtf.. i can't set myself to lala land zone.. so i am still online this instant. I guess i have nothig better to do la.. thats why. Damn. I think it's bordom driving me crazy.. ha.. Well, told many of my kakis abt the unsuccessful interview. Tld my IIc abt it.. ( SHE 's a stewardess herself) She encourage me to chant more, and maybe will realize where my mission lies. She did also said that maybe my mission in life is not in SIA? Maybe some where else?? MAybe it's true? This i will have to find out by chanting even more. Somehow THis SIA interview thingy really struck me to further faith in my practice. I realise now that only thru sincere and hard felt prayers will prayers come true.. Of cos if really i am not fated to be SQ girl then be it lor.. what can i do?

I guess the problem why i keep mentioning abt this is that.. it's just so pity that just ONe more round and i will be a SQ girl but just have to take time to face it lor. it's not easy.. but i will try.. Somehow. Lol.

Well, maybe the fact that my hope wasn't raise till i tried on the kabaya.. I mean.. The feeling was indescribable. I guess it just fitted so nicely and somehow, i feel hey maybe this is something that i really REALLY wanna do. And moments later.. My hope was dashed! Hmm.. Maybe like many had advice i will try the next time round?

Well.. still cough and flu.. don't feel like working at all.. Just feeling so shitty.. I am sure u all know how troublesome and irritating stuffy nose and coughing it can be. Well, i guess just have to look forward to my next leave!! on my graduation day!!! Hee.... can't wait!