It has been some time... everything about me and her is over.. She stand firm on her decision and me helplessly have to agreed upon. Perhaps it's really the best for both of us?? It's so hard to imagine without her by my side.. I cried myself to sleep everytime i think of her. Compare to last time, i am really hurt this time round... expectations have change.. Love have change too.

I didn't have much opportunity to tell her how much i love her.. how much she meant to me.. But i hope she will at least treasured the special moments we shared. I miss her a great lot.. Without her voice nagging me seems so lonely.. Without her hugs make my days seems odd. I wonder how long more do i have to suffer before everything return to normal again. Perhaps it will never be normal.. everything has change...

songs delicated for her: Wo yao de xuan zhe and li ren jie - jolin tsai

All i want now.. is you to be happy... that's all.