NOw that i'm getting into this state where no one can understand. It's such an ambiguous state that makes me ever more confusing and troubled. I can't really relate to anyone due to the fact that I was the one who make the wrong moves.

I dun wish to cry myself to sleep everyday. I just want a simple life. Is it that difficult? Is it that difficult to find that someone whom i can really rely on. To pamper and love me? Perhaps with an unsettled heart and unwillingness to commit draws me to such a bad state. That's why i know im still not ready to go into relationship.

Save me from all these.. will you?