Well.. another two hours for me to rot in the com lab.. i am left with another 35 mins to go.. Somehow or rather i feel that things don't seems to be going well for me. Many a time, i nearly break down and cry.. well.. what can i do?? I feel so loss.. I just hope things will return to normal.. if not at least give me a new beginning... Tension and sadness just overwhelm me .. not only am i sick and tired of this feeling.. i am becoming impatient with everything.. i just wanna hide and disappeared... I am speechless....