Today... i break down in front of Gina. I dunno why.. but somehow. i related my feelings to her.. not all but some. It was unsual quiet for the two of us.. cos usually i am the one crapping away and telling lame jokes.. Today we just sit down.. noone talks to each other... just silent. I am terrible upset.. when i poured out my feelings to her.. i was so helpless.. she seems helpless too.. it is like she dunno what to say and do.. i don't blame her.. she has been very patient with me.. she just gave me her listening ear.. i love her man..

It was terrible to end so late for drama rehearsal everyday.. it is wearing me out.. i really look forward to pass down my position to my next batch my darlings.. i know they wouldn't let me down.. I need a break badly.. even though i passed my clinical test.. still have my 1500words assignment to rush... exams are coming and i havent even check my schedule.. Argh!! it's pissing me off.. it's like i never have any time for myself anymore. I just wan to go to beach.. sit there.. enjoy the breeze... doing nothing at all... just laze there.. thats all i need to get all energise and back on track.. maybe even a walk at my nearby park would be greaT too.. haizz...