It's night time.. getting sleepy. My ming starts to wonder and think.. all of a sudden i felt weird, lonely and sad. Well, it has been 10days since we broke up. I miss him.. terribly. But i have to put up a strong face to many whom cared a lot for me. Once awhile, i would reminence the good times we had, the silly stuff we do and how lame we get on each other nerves. I missed them very much. Some how, tears would start to flow non stop. i know i can overcome the ordeal but the pains still remain and still hurts. I must be strong and happy.. i hope i can. I know he is doing fine and well.. so i wish him all the best. i know he is happy.. and thats all i ask for. For me, it may not be as easy but i will try... i will try.. but now just let me lament and cry. For as long as it takes to numb my heartache.