Why must i be upset.. Why do tears flow?? Is it just me being emo?? NO!! I have long for him to be more initiative, more affectionate towards me. What's wrong to ask for that??

Has he ever consider my feelings towards this relationship?? MAybe i shouldn't have put in so much hope in him. It just make me felt more disappointed as ever.

WHY??

WHY??

WHY??

Whta's the point of telling me he was so xin fu when he was with me , and now for him to make me xin fu is so difficult?

Maybe i should tone down my feelings for him..

Maybe I should start considering other guys instead of pining hopes for him to get me back.

Maybe i should not get into anymore relationship.. because i am so tired with guys treating me like this.

I hate it when i felt i am not being appreciated.

Maybe i shall never contact him again?