Well.. what will u do when u are stuck in a situation?? Will u hit and go or run and hide? Well, i will assess the situation and probably just hit and go... but for this case i can't. I need to face the music.. i have to conquer the obstacle... yet i am so weak to do so.. Or should i say i am in such delimma that i wouldnt know what to do is the best.

I just want to be happy... can u grant me that simple wish of mine??

If facing such obstacle will cause me pain, i rather avoid at all cause. I have just climb out of the darkest pit.. and saw the glimpse of daylight.. i dun wish to be thrown back down to the horrible state again.

Give me time...