U are the only place who are willing to take me now.. I am so damn despair.,.. who will be here for me?? I am so weak.. weak till i can no longer stand myself.. I hate myself.. I hate everybody.. I hate my life..

Why.. Why can't i be happy?

Why..

Why is it that things have to welled up against me while happiness are always short term.

Do i have to degress my life to that of one month ago??

WHY????

I am filled with frustration and tears... Tell me who will be here for me?? Who will??