HAve been chatting with quite a few Missy lately.. And listening to them attending lectures and stuff make me miss ward life. I miss wearing that idiotic uniform and clearing shit for patient. I miss passing report and serving medication and IV drips and stuff.Ohhh... I am missing them so so much. I just wanna go back school and study and no need to keep on worrying about saving money.

I really need to work out a job that is suitable for me. I cant stand being kept in a clinic forever. I am not that sort anyway. I really wan to live a life with no regrets and to really contribute to society.. Sounds chiem? Well, not really.. Just wanna enjoy what i do for a living and not just do for the sake of doing. No point working just for the money.. I really want satisfaction in what i do.. and sadly but truly..i don't feel that with my current job. Oh no.. i need help.. and i know who to look for.. ;p

Well, went to the orthodontist today for consultation for braces.. omg.. i can actually save a lot if i continue to work there and i dun need to extract any tooth..but of cos he did said that it may not be as straight as those that remove tooth. But i am glad to know that i can have straight teeth even without any extraction. I just can't wait to do it.. I was so tempted to do it immd.. and sign up for apptment .. but i know i still hav to consider.

Ohh. there are so much to do.. yet so little money and time.. Gosh.. what can i do..??