Have decided. Totally decided. Let the past go... It's over.

Decided from tml onwards that i will start afresh. Wake up to a fresh morning with something more rewarding than reminising the past.

It took more than courage but the determination to let go, but i believe it's the best way for me. I never ever had so much to think about in a relationship. HEart still bruised from the past. But it'll heal right away once after cm. Confirm plus chop that i will live even more happy and joyous than before.

He will always be that special someone in my heart no matter what.
Always will be. That's love. Loving doesn't mean being together. It's a affection. It's being happy. That's how i love him. Want him to be happy.. n that makes me happy.

I'm contented.
I'm complicated. I don't wish to change that. But, i decided to lead a simple life now.
Circumstance change personality yet it could also create character in a person at the same time.
I'm in control..

PS: Gina, no matter what.. u will always be my best sista ever. Dun ever doubt yourself. You are so important to me. I know you are someone whom i can rely and seek advise from whenever and whatever happen. Time flies yet it doesnt mean that our friendship is to drift apart. Strong bonding and true friends dun come by that easily. Treasure our friendship just as the way I treasure it. I love you.

It's time for bed, i am waiting for tml..