Pretence

I am just pretending that i'm fine from the breakup.. If you haven know.. I just broke up with my boyfriend. What can i say.. perhaps the only reason i can come out is we are not suitable and we can't click well? Perhaps i should also tell myself that .. See i told you so.. I'm feeling terrible.

I wasn't ready for anything yet. Which i already told him yet i guess i decide to give it one more try before giving it all up. I totally regretted it.. Why?? Because i felt that i have not healed well enough for anything as yet. Now it just add on just another crack in the broken heart of mine. Who's there to understand me?? Not him.. just because i'm dominating and stubborn.. i'm not understanding. I HAVE NOT BEEN UNDERSTANDING TO HIM AT ALL.

I'm fucked up basically. IS that what they call love?? I hate love then. It's something that i will never want to try anymore. I have totally lost faith in love.. Love failed me too many times. He failed me too. Together till the next world cup.. Fat chance i guess..

Who doesn't know that I want things to be my way?? i love to be dominating. I can't help..but that's me.

The finale??
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