its gettin late.. my mood is bad. everything seems to e on the worst i can imagine. I'm so exhausted. I need some time to just chill and watch my dvds borrowed from jasmine. I wan to cuddle by myself alone in my pathetic sofa.. and still feel happy and relax. Why is it that i need u?? I dun.. and i will make it thru. It's not easy but who cares.. I know i can.. though the fact is no one understands my current feelings.

Perhaps i think too much. Perhaps I'm not being appreciate? taken granted for? Or perhaps im the one who has been taking granted of so many things and not appreciating to the many things. I'm so tired thinkin. My mind is blowing up soon. Its suppose to be my leave and i'm stuck here in such stupid state. Im suppose to be happy enjoying my last few days of my leave. But now, im crying in front of my com.. tyring to vent my anger and frustration. AARGhhh... Fuck.

Fuck my brain.
Fuck my emotions.

HAng on... i still need u after all.