Well, i have been thinking... what am i going to do after my final year in NYP. To think abt it, i only left 1 more sem and i will be out, graduated. I am scared. very scared. So unsure of what am i suppose to do after my final days in nyp is up. Some times i really admire those who actually set their minds to do what they want. For example, my boyfriend wants to be a nurse, and he studying nursing in nyp.. bonded some more. Sometimes i really feel like bonding myself, maybe i wouldn't have to make anymore decision for at least 3 yrs. I did think of realizing my dreams - to work in the media. in whatever aspect. However, what if i failed? Then do i really have to go to nursing? i know in the first place, nursing was chosen to be my another stepping stone. it wasn't meant to be my final destination. i never ever thought of being a nurse , thats why i never sign any bond. i know that many thinks i am crazy, having 15 points for my 'O's, and give up business for nursing is stupid. but i believe that whatever happened, happens for a reason. Noone can assure u that whatever u study, u will end up working in that area. Hmmm.. so what do i want to become?...