it has been a long long time since i came here to jot down my feelings.. well,  it has been hectic ever since the school reopen. i guess i am really tied up with studies and my cca-stagearts. Somehow, i really think my time mangement is getting out of hand. Just feel that everything seems to fall apart.. i am just forcing myself to be strong.. but the fact that i really am going to break down anytime. it just seems to me that no matter how hard i try things doesn't work out as i want them to be.. sometime i really feel like putting down all that heavy burden of responsibility and just relax.. really relax. Do something i really want... like relaxin on my bed without having the thought of waking up early. Crouching up at the sofa with my BF and just watching VCD. However, it can never come true... i am just too BZ to enjoy myself. Having to face the stress of studies and projects.. i still need to take care of things in the club. i am not a very complicated person.  u just NEED to UNDERSTAND me! Well, i hope things will get better, if not i WILL break down soon!!!