Gosh.. it is another busy week, i have already lost track of time. somehow, i am kinda just living my life as days go by. i don't even know if i am doing any thing great or right. i just continue this busy schedule without even having the time to do some reflecting. i think i really need a break - maybe 1hour or so to really think what have i acheived, what have i been doing and even am i on the right track. have i hurt anybody's feeling... haiz, just hope that everything will be fine.

today, going to meet wenjie. i am kinda nervous.. feeling so tense all of the sudden. just as if i was meeting him for the first time. i really look forward to meet him so to catch up. it has been a long time. Will update on this again.

Yesterday, went out with grace. We wanted to try this very nice indian rojak but then the shop was closed! Argh! so we settled for yoshinoya. hehe.. went to buy the july issue of the STyle.. cos of the free glassy. i have been looking for it for quite a long time. at last i found it. Aftewr that, GRace went for the production: the tim sum dollies.. sob sob.. i didnt't know she is watching it.. if not we probably will watch together.. Well, nonetheless, i went from bugis to orchard to meet my dear. Zz ans chee ming was sitting outside cineleisure waiting for me. After that, we went to play pool.. not with me la.. i dunno how to play. it has been so long ever since i went into a pool area. It was crowded.. no table. So we went to play arcade. We race each other on daytona.. haha.. so fun~ chee ming: first, i was placed second and ZZ was third.. hehe... then, we went over to pool again.. this time there was table so we took it. but it was 7feet. or sth la.. very small table.. looking at two huge guy playing at a small table was very entertaining. haha.. then there was a 9feet table so went over there.. at least they played better there. Lokking at Zz playing was so charming.. especially when he aim and the ball went in. Woah.. was like pro.. haha... okie maybe i was just too love sick. but overall, cheeming still won. HE play really well, he is very nice.. talk to me and joke around.. a very friendly guy.. Then Zz send me home after the game. We joked and whispered sweet nothings to each other. Knowing that each other miss the other was really nice. It shows how much we feel for each other amist our bz schedule. When we reached our void deck, we saw a old indian lady.. she was carrying many red big plastic bags full of stuff. I They seems really very heavy.. Because i can see that she really uses all her strength to move the bag from one area to the other.. we went pass her, but then ZZ ask me whether he should help. i told him we can if the lady allowed. So we went to her and ZZ immediately carried 4 big red bags for her. I The old lady was very touched and grateful. She keep thanking us to offer our help. But in my heart, i know why i choose this guy.. He really care for others even if he doesn't know the person, he is willing to offer his help. Even though he is not romatic, but his caring and concern for others touches me and takes my heart away. (Awww... so sweet~)