My premonition is correct.. i am already in this very terrible state that no words can describe.. I just finish crying and here i am writing my blog even when my net account has been overuse.. haizz.. why things have to be like this... whenever i try to make a decision, things change again.. it just seems to me that i may have make a wrong move again.. am i just trying too hard to make things work when in the first place things just doesn't work? Maybe it all sound confusing but the truth is also as confusing as i am now.. I was think of letting go and giving up.. but if that is what i want why did i bother to even try to make things work.. why can't ppl see that i really wanna try to change things.. trying to make things better... doesn't going back to his side already show how much he means to me?? I am so upset ... so fragile now.. no one is here for me.. what can i do?? PLease just take my sadness away!! i don't want to be unhappy anymore~