Finally i am back to blogging again.. yes!! Well, just one day back from Cambodia.. just seems not too use to the environment due to the different temperature and people around... But boy am i glad to be back.. in the comfort zone of my homeland Spore. Well.. lots to tell and bitch.. but now just to update u a little bit...

Hmm.. touched down yesterday at 3.30pm at changi airport.. on flight MI622 Silk Air. I was so excited.. i called Zz immediately. Haah.. he was on his way to the arrival hall.. but he as usual was too shy to stand nearby. after saying byebye to my friends, i went up to him immediately ... i smiled the best smile i had after 18days of "suffering". many things happened during the trip to cambodia.. but fortunately.. many tolerated and the project was a success. Neither did i expect that i could land myself to be in the "outcast" list.. Anywaes, i was so happy to see zz... i miss him so much.. even as now that i am typing this i still miss him so much.. This trip have make me realise the importance to cherish my loved ones.

I was so so touched that he actually prepared a gift for me.. i never, NEVER expect that to happen.. i was already overjoyed to see him.. so that doubled the joy. When i saw Juin's bf with a bouquet of flowers standing there waiting for her.. i envy her.. but when i knew ZZ had a gift for me.. i was so damn happy!!! My heart fluttered and betcha never see me so happy to receive gift. The gift is a perlini's silver bracelet. It is beautiful.. however, it is a little too long for me.. but who cares.. it's a gift from him. yeah yeah!! haha...

I believed that he missed me as much as i do... He just doesn't verbalise out... cool as usual.. but i can feel it thru the way he hug me.. I felt so comfortable and so reassured. Finally, no one step on me again.. no more feeling frustrated..no more anger.. no more sadness. I was so secured... so protected... When it was time to go home, Parting was unbearable for me... cos i really want to hug him forever and ever.. hehehe... nonetheless, there is plenty of time ... the rest of my life... :)