well.. believe that i have been really really emotional recently. think it's driving me crazy.. I guess i am just tired plus some personal issue.. financial problem. Many things on my head.. Noone to really share with.. everyone is bz with their own stuff.. Din want to bother anyone, so i just keep building the problems and sorrows in myself. I really wanna go to the park and relax like those days when schooling. I wanna look into the sky and stares at the sky whereby the stars shine and planes flew past. Gosh, i wan to relax.. i need a listening ear to accompany me.. doesn't need to talk just listen and sayang me..

Cannot believe that he is still not giving up after my reply.. I am really touched. wrote me another letter to express his love. What can i say.. who writes nowadays. He's really sweet... Should I give him a chance? Should I? YEs, i believe feeling can be nurtured but I still fend up myself and dun really dare to let anyone come close. I am afraid of getting hurt again. How i hope it's you instead of him... BEcos u have already gotten a place in my heart.