Oie.. what two night i had.

First was with Jen. Ate Subway. Turkey Breast (i need some) lol. Movie-Mind hunters. NC-16.Thriller. Heart pacing. Frightening.Play hard to catch. Gruesome. RATE: 4****. Crap till late night. 10pm. Drank Mon Cheri at TCC. Nice. Like the fusion of colours. Pink. My fav. Photo pics with my new specs. Nerdy. Fun. Unforgetful.

Tonight. With Kel. Ate Crystal Jade. beef noodle. Noodle was lifeless. Oh gosh. Share free HG ice cream. Walked into toy fair. Bought gifts for friends. Walked even more- window shopping.Chatted. Monotone chatting. Photo pic. Super model. Act cute. Tired. Hasty. Bored. Yawn. Went home.

To Kel: Read your blog as you requested. Freaking me out. Sorry but I'm goanna be real frank. I dun think it is possible for us. Neither would it be possible for me to get into any serious commitment right now. Not my style for now. You are not my taste either. Hate the truth. You can stop reading. But if you wanna know more. Read on. I have always treated you as an acquaintance. If there is any problem or important issues, you will never be the one i look for. There is no chemistry for us. Because i wouldn't let it happen too. I want to stay what i am now. I am happy to be single and available. relationship is not some BIg issue in my head. I want to stay focus cos i know what i want. And a piece of advise to you. Go find what u want in life. what do u want to do/be? Once u have a goal in life, your life will be meaningful. Don't dread that your life is imperfect or bad. Everybody is different. So is the way they handle things. If u choose to idle and lead a useless and meaningless life, no one can stop you. Just as your family. Treasure them. Be it if they are being unsupportive or whatever, they are STILL YOUR family. Life is always filled with challenges and ordeals, we have to be ever ready for it. You have 2 years to find out what YOU want. Do make use of it. Dun waste any more time. Cos time waits for no man. Do take care. Please don't be dishearted. U will find 'the one' soon.