i felt Neglected... again.. Maybe I am still emtionally unstable?

Damn. WTf

Oh... byebye my dear Jon.. Will see you 4 to 5 months time>? Missing you..

I need some air..

Should i be upset? Shouldn't I?
I dun understand why is it that he could just do just a thing.
maybe i am less important.. Maybe i wasn't even important at all.
Not even an sms.. dun say phone call.
All this while was it just illusion?
LEaving soon..
Not that sort of leaving but.. NS.
Yet you still never leave time for me.
Promise yet disappointment again>?
dun let me wait.. i dun want to..
If that's the case.. why say you will
accompany when you are free?
You are never free...
wanna watch movie.. but movie goanna end season le
Still havent get to watch.
Guess... life still have to go on.
Stay strong.. be stronger..
U can do it girl..
Just try harder..