I feel so weird lately.. I met new people in my life.. feeling all excited and wanting to know more. Yet at the same time, i felt distanced from the old kakis i shared my precious memories together. What is happening? IS this what they say about friends come and go? I do hope not. I miss them so much.

I hope i could at least give everyone a little more attention... I want everyone to be loved and happy. It seems like I couldn't thou. whenever i give a little more here, the other side is left out. I felt worn out at times. Sometimes, i just hope to be sayang... To be given a little more attention too. But i dun think anyone knows what to do... everyone just want me to be there for them..

"U ain't replace. You are just not there anymore... The place has been vacant for awhile... Waiting for you to come back. I miss you so much.. can't u feel me?"