Damn depressing.

Fuck me perhaps i may end up in temporary euphoria than feeling this terrble.

The torment of no appetite and stress is driving me nuts.

Is that difficult to find true love anymore?

He seems perfectly fine to me. And me?

U can guess.

I don't want to cry myself to sleep every night.

All i seek is just a shoulder to lean on.. I'm getting tired of all this..

Work.
Colleagues.
Work.
Friends.
Work.
Relationship.

I need a big break. I dun wish to continue my life like this. This is confirm plus chop not a life i want.

I crave badly for a hug.. A hug to soothes my heartache. I really want to cry out loud. REAL loud.

Will anyone out there understand me??

Who doesn't want a good perfecto relationship with less arguement and lots of fun..
But it takes time to understand and adapt to new beginnings..
Maybe i just wasn't ready for any shit yet.

I'm not strong in relationship problem.. HElpless like anything. Argh.
Nothing said can be undone so..
Alcohol is my best friend for now.