Well, finally.. holding on for such a long time i eventually ended my 1yr relationship with zz. It was toturing, tiring, heart breaking. I let go not because i have lost my feelings but i find it really ridiculous to hold on when the other party had ended his commitment. Heartache... No matter how much i am willing to give or change, i am refused again and again. So why must i down grade myself till like that? Why must i put up with such torments to make myself so hurt? No doubt i still love him, but since he already given up his feelings.. i will no longer hold on to him without his heart.

I will survive... i know i can be.. i am glad to have friends who are supportive and cared for me thru this period of time. I have my exams to conquer so i will not blog further... take care to all my friends... no worries... i will look on the brighter side and be happy in no time..