oh my oh my... It has been a tedious and stressful day today. So lack of sleep and feeling all grumpy. How much longer can i survived in this horrendous state of mine. I just want to sleep and rest more. Feeling so worn out everyday. This make me miss the school days even more. What to do? I am a working adult now. Have to work in order to pay for my own expenses. Life sucks.

Maybe I can never be contented with what i have. In my previous job, the lady boss gave me a hard time. Now, i am stress with the workload i am handling. I just can't seems to find something that deserve all my hard work and effort worthwhile. I am just waiting for the chance to come and i will grap it and hopefully able to find that sense of achievement and fulfilment i have longed for. Maybe i should just gomback to studying.

Have been feeling odd and down. Maybe i am just thinking too much again. All the what ifs and trust. Omg.,. my brain is wearing out. Give me a break, will you?