I wonder will any kind soul there willing to lend me a shoulder to cry on. WTf... i am totally depressing.. all i could do is to lament at the situation.. cried dunno how many times.. and i hate the feeling of nauseating. I AM suffering from DEPRESSiON!~ I hate to say it.. but it is the truth. i wonder will ending my life a better option? Well, forget it! Because if i had that energy, i will rather kill him.. haha.. No la.. i am not that crazy to that extend. But truthfully, how many out there suffered from depression?? do u know how serious depression can get on u? It really scared me.. because i am not super woman and i hate to admit that. Becos i am an idealist! i hate to think that i can't do anything but sits here and lament at my situation!

Am i that pathetic? Yesh!! why, exams on monday and i haven finish revising.. i am here blogging my time away.. wtf.. i am so useless. i just couldnt concentrate. Why can't my life be smooth this year.. Why do i have to meet up with such a situation especially during my exams? Why, why WHY!!!! I hate myself...