I am finally back from bangkok. In fact i touch down at 2plus. What can i say, shopping was fun... people are service oriented and Siam paragon is damn grand. It's like i haven't been able to blog with concentration. Everytime is bits and pieces. Will let me take this quiet time to blog while listening to my zen micro. No msn, phonecalls and smses. Basically i am having jet lac. I am so not use to sleepin in my OWN room. Gosh~ Can u imagine? I find my bed uncomfortably familiar. Sigh, what has this trip done to me.. Oh my, i am sure tomorrow i am going have a tough time waking up. BTW, it's 120am now. (surely i will finish blogging later than that)

Let's start from the xmas gathering i had with my jie meis at party world shenton way. It's a fun outing with those familiar faces and so happy to just meet up and crap. It's the usual gang with the addition of Alex. He was having exam on that day somemore. But, hey.. hope he had fun.

Christmas eve was spend on the plane to bangkok. We went for a half day sight seeing with the local tour guide. I would say,BAngkok is almost like Singapore. Nothing much to see.. HAhaa.. Shopping was the main attraction there. Everything was not pang (expensive). Cheap dirt price makes my mind go wild. I bought 14bags, 2 skirts, 3 blouses and gifts for my pals. Can u imagine?? I spend all 300Sing there. Haha.. We went to so many different area to shop and dine. It was so relaxing and walking whole day doesn't seem tired at all. The magic of shopping... AhhHhhh...

Don't let the vicious cycle continue girl.. Be strong. U can do it. No matter what happens there are always friends around u to look and care for u. Love can be cruel at times. I have been fooled so many times.. Why must I be hurted again and again. I was foolish.. but not anymore. I need to break away. I might be tough at the surface but still as fragile inside. Please bear with me if i get emo. Please lend me a listening ear when i want to pour my feelings to you. Give me that helping hand... to pull me through this period. To say the truth, i don't believe in love anymore. I have lost faith in love. Love has failed me so many times. He has cause me to believe that love doesn't exist. HIs love for me only last for 1 week or so. Should I be glad that i hesitiated my commitment in that relationship? Since love can be so bland, its not suitable for fragile people like me. It's time to let go.. It's time.