Vrigin at clubbing- Zouk?

Ha, finally i went to experience night life at zouk. Gosh, there are so many youngster. don't they have anything to do but frequent the crowded zouk. Nonetheless, it was an eye opener for me. I was more like observing people around. Din drink much just dance the whole night thru. somehow, i was not tired at all despite the fact that i woke up like 8am that day. Well, many said that i don't look like one who don't frequent the club because of my physical appearance? Well, thats why there is a phrase - don't judge the book by it's cover. Well, i guess i wouldn't mind going back there. But not too often? haha.. did promise yanling that i will go with her when we are down.

BAD concert

Well, wasn't a fan of the taiwanese boy band, but went there because of Gina. I actually din go to work because of her. Aiyah, nvm la.. cos she is more important. hee~ Well, never did i expect myself to enjoyed the show. they were a bunch cheeky and playful guy. Really make us laugh and felt close to them. I guess i may like chinese pop once again. hmmm..

HAve you ever been approach by some stranger wanting to ghet your number?? Ha, it was not long ago that some guy came out of no where wanting to know me.

BEn: (in chinese) Hi

Apr: Hi

Ben: I was down at the coffeeshop drinking coffee.

Apr: Hmm? (wondering what he wants)

Ben: (continues..) Then i saw you walking across the road. I find you very ke ai-cute.

apr: So, what do u want? You want to know me?

Ben: (nervous) No la, i was thinking if i can know your name.

apr: April

Ben: Oh mine is Ben.

(Hand shake)

Ben: Okie, so what are you doing now?

Apr: Rushing to school

Ben: oh, then i guess i better dun bother u. Bye ( quickly rushes off to the opposite side of the bus stop )


Haha... i guess thats was the worst situation to be.. i guess he is so nervous that he forgot to ask me for my number? But it also save me from feeling bad. Ha =P

damn.. i am so upset.. it has been a longh time since i last cried.. this i promised meyself not to do it as often. But somehow i am UPSET!! I dunno the reason.. so dun bother asking me why.. no reason .. just upset.. really upset.

cute??

goodie bag

project pic

Jon and elson and me.. the threesome of stagearts... my best buddies

Stagearts camp ~ jumwati, me and elson

ME and Wanyu!! My BEst friend!

Chee lay's bday - the F4 of 4H...

the threesome!! YEah!!

me and gina...

me and jo - at kbox during last xmas!!

My first day at work as a dental nurse...

Well, basically i work from 1-9pm.. without any break and rest. However, time flies when u are so damn bz. There was practically a case every 5mins. It was so rush and hectic. almose like the A & E in hospital but 10 times more tough. It was my first day and i already had to assist the doctor.. business was so good.. i was like one mad woman preparing new case and washing and clearing the old case. Got to see many different case. most common are the scaling and polishing, tooth filling.. denture and wisdom tooth extraction surgery and children tooth extrection.. the small boy is so cute.. had his front tooth extracted... then there was this suave and handsome guy had his tooth extracted.. i was like so gaga over him... no la.. just kidding but he was really gd looking.. hahaha

haven write my debate.. gtg le.. haha.. if not cannot sleep today again...

What a week.. erm.. well it's not that the weekends are here.. but the hectic time of rushing for projects and meeting dateline sucks. I have to juggle so many things to make sure things are smooth. having headache man.. wondering is it due to the lack of sleep?

well, at least i can see that gina is more relax now.. i kow u are stress out.. can see from today's discussion. Hmm.. hang in.. we can do it!! JIa You!

Went to orchard to get my seventeen mag.. hehe.. got free gift leh.. so happy.. then i walk walk ard and find that there are so many temptations.. luring me to get them.. NO!!! argh!! my pocket is burned so.. no matter how tempting it is, i have to see.no.touch. How pathetic~

I find myself getting really tired these days.. always can't focus and concentrate in class. Not only that, tml i will start work. this means. I > WILL> BE> BUSY!! oh no.. i can see myself stressed out in no time.. So, will yOu, you and You!! YEs you!! help me to relax and chilled with me??

Came back from my stagearts camp for a long while.. very tired.. but decided to check out my friend's blog.. heehee.. decided to try the quiz....


You represent... naivete.So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
brought to you by

Okie.. apparently i am suppose to be sleeping.. but the f***ing com pissed me off. I was half way thru doing my research and printing, then it got hanged! Argh! I am bloddy vexed. So, i am down here.. trashing out my anger. Nonetheless, i am goanna do some updating. Well, meeting my friends tml for dinner, iT's goanna be chee lay's b'day on friday.. so we decided to clelerate with her. Why tml?? Becos i have camp the next 3 days. ( Alrite, Zz is already bugging me.. saying i am neglecting him.. oh no!) Then, not only that.. i am involve in the open house.. so i will be busy again the next week. ( OKie.. i can see fumes coming..)

anyways, i am so glad to meet my friends.. it has been a LONG time since we last met. Okie , i can't really rem when was the last time.. we foursome came out together for anything.. argh!! that's so pathetic! Hopefully, i wouldn't be showing them my face filled with pimples and eye bag.. cos i have to wake up early tml. argh!! feel like skipping class... (well, i dun have the guts to.. bOO!)

Alrite, the stupid Q and M din give me a call when they said they would by wednesday. So, i am damn bloody pissed with them. Now i have to go job hunting again.. Anyone with Lobang?? iNform me!!

PS: Okie, something to confess- i did receive ur sms. I love u too.. I guess u know what i am talking abt... =P

Well.. just came back from supper.. seldom go out for supper but somehow today got mood to stay out and chilled with my gakkai's friends. It was great to see everyone so happening. The gathering was fun.. we chatted and laugh like mad. Went to this fantastic place for prata. heehee.. i tried the plaster prata.. name sound weird?? well, basically it is just prata+egg+prata. haa.. sandwiched together. Drank teh tarik.. woah.. so full now.

Attended two mtgs today. even though i am tired but somehow i felt the need to blog. Today was a hectic day.. i even thought i cant make it. But i made it. It was tough, and i nearly gave up.. but i struggled and i won. Haa... i actually have a lot of emotion welled up inside of me after the mtgs. I never had such strong feelings.

Firstly, when Becky my IIC- institution IC asked us to reflect on what actually we could do to improve the attendance rate. What have we done so far?? How can the youth division grow?? Now, i can truly feel the need to do shakubuku.. the need to have courage and determination to bring out our inactive members. Now being a CIC, i truly feel the need for the members to grow. I target to make 2 gals under me to be active again. I want to share my joy in this buddhism with the people around me. I want them to be happy and lead fulfilling life. I will chant very hard and show actual prove!! i know i can do it!

After my second mtg- youth general mtg.. i realised that the youth division in tiong bahru is really pathetic. This furthermore strengthen my resolution to do shakubuku.

I hope to invite many to our soka 1st student division conference. Well, i believe this is the starting point for me.. At least i must do my utmost to invite 5 people to conference.

Something to share:
"TRy is a little word but big things- victory and glory can be found within it. The sight of someone trying, no matter what obstacle he faces, no matter what circumstances are, is the sight of victory itself."

Well.. now lost my voice.. thinking that K Box will not be in my list any sooner.. cos i am determine to save $$.. haha...

Well, got to make some plans to meet up some old friends so really looking forward to that. Tomorrow is a special day... so also looking forward to meet him.

Hmm... chatting with 4 guys now.. wah.. like so proud like that... aiyah.. dunno what to say... no inspiration.. but just now ktv session with gina was very fun... we enjoy ourself and sing till our hearts content. laugh so much... now jaw pain!! hahahahahaa

I just visited some of my friends blog and realise that many peeps are quite upset. Grumble and Irritated. I dunno what to say or do. MAybe there are just too many things that are unexpected? Which can't avoid? This i believe is in one's own karma. Well, just that it is just the second day of the new year and many seems to have a rough start. Looking out the window, the rain keeps pouring. It seems as an ominous sign warning us that things are going bad? But rain do stop, and rainbow do appears after the rain right?

Hmm... i realised that as i aged, the more i want to stay put as a child. Yes, i want to grow.. but as you grow, the responsibilities grow along. I found myself in a dilemma trying to find out who i am and what i want. I guess i am at another crossroad of my life. This is not an easy task but everyone has to go thru it.

I am not as poetic and emotional as jo. So i will just put it upfront and bluntly. i really think she has grow a lot. Remember the first year we met in yr one when we just started in our nursing course? haa.. we had our conflict and trashing. Things change and here we are as friends we can trust and rely on. She has found happiness in her life and what she does. I really wish her best in whatever she does.

My best pal in poly- na. She has always been there when i needed her. She knows me way deep in me that sometime i din even know abt myself. Surprised by the fact that she has tolerated my nonsense and lame jokes all this while. No matter what misunderstanding or quarrel we had, we will move on and learnt more about one another. I guess thats how we became so close and many thinks we are sisters. Hold on dear, trust yourself that u can conquer it all.

The one in my life, i believe u know who u are. i appreciate your understanding and love.Hopefully u remember what u promised. Set it as your new year resolution. Let's put our hearts together to do it. I believe we can make it. What do u think?

Junni. What can i say.. U are a brave girl. No matter what u know that there is always 'someone' there for u. dont be despaired. U know my phoneline is always open for u and a listening ear awaits u. No fears darling. Fight on!

" One thing is certain: The power of belief, the power of thought,will move reality in the direction of our belief. If you really believe you can do something, you can. That is the fact."

ha.. first entry in the new year.. really very happy... things seems to be going my way. With the tsunami disaster, i really feel that i am very fortunate to say that sinapore wasn't affected by the tidal waves. Now i look forward for school to reopen. Looking forward for everyone to gather back in our lecture hall and chill out in north canteen.. haha... becos in a few months time, that will become history.

In this cold, cold new year.. my mood is not affected by it thou. I am now very vibrant and warmed up. Can say i still need to recharge for maybe two more days? Then, i am ready for everything that comes my way.

Lets just say that since ithis is the new year.. and i promised to tell all my new year resolution so i will review it today.

APRIL'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1. To stay healthy, happy and safe.
2. I will do well in my studies. Get good grades!
3. Aim for a scholarship if possible.
4. To get my driving lisense.
5. To learn a new language. (hmm.. french, jap or korean~)
6. To get a part time job so mummy can release some burden. ( so.. maybe no more pocket money soon.. sob sob)
7. To participate in this yr soka YCF. ( i already signed up!)
8. To know what i want to become. ( IMPT!! still in the midst of finding out what i want)
9. Able to put on braces or do sth so i will have better looking teeth.
10. To keep my room neat and tidy. ( starting from today!!..)

woah.. a lot of things to do ... better start now!! but before anything, i am going out to watch movie first. HAHA...