Well, 2 more days till the new year arrive. Then, 2007 is a new start all over again. I'm so glad that this year end with no regrets. I had a fantastic 21st birthday, Jon's back from brunei, I made lots of new friends, Tried new clubs for partying and survived the stressful work life. I thought my voice could never recover but it did. 2006 passby so quickly in a flash.. Boy am i getting older. Need to find that special someone soon. haha...

Tc, if u happen to be reading this... I'm not angry with u. Don't be mistaken. But i guess it's time to draw the line clear. Perhaps u like to have ambiguous state with her. But i'm not the sort who like this. It drives me crazy. Like u once said, girls are selfish. In fact, boys are even more selfish. Like u, who doesn't let the girls know where they stand or should i say the important one should not have more than one. Precisely, becos u have too much to handle, so i choose to leave. At least i know what i want and u have more time to do what u need and must do.

2007 - a year where lots of decision to make. I most probably will change a new job. Talking about that. Regarding the new job offer. Most probably, i will reject it. It's the responsibility that put my mind into making that decision. Money is not everything. Like i've said, i will still get a new job.. but not so fast. Let things settle down.. of cos i still haven't get my bonus yet. So tmr will be judgement day.

I still crave for that bag.. which i have eyed for a long time. Should i just get it? Perhaps, u can buy for me?? hee...

Feeling better as i've been busy. Can't imagine if i were to slack, i believe my head will burst due to overwhelming emotions. Though my mood is sort of settle but disappointed that he did not reply my msg still hangs ard. Anyway, TC said he's not worth it. I guess so? I need to buck up. Cannot let him affect my rational thinking.

Anyway, i recently went for a job interview. I was really tempted to get the new job. However, i was also a little guilty on leaving my current job. To think about it. i have been trained and nurture by my boss. He treats me good and taught me so much. I felt a sense of betrayal if i were to leave him to go to somewhere just becos they can afford to pay me more. So let's wait for the bonus to decide on my next step.

Thanks for all who have given me X'mas wishes by sending me cards. I love u all. =) Thanks for the lovely gift from my friends. Cannot imagine without ur care and support all these while. Esp My dearie Gina.

Looking forward to 2007 with greater aspirations and hope. Winkz*

Perhaps because the weather is cold. It makes my day blue.

I love raining days , not that i hate them or anything. But at times, especially when ur mood aint that good.. the weather just make it worst.

I thought i was strong enough not to let it affect me. but still i'm human afterall. I still feel loneliness and at times helpless. I feel that i so alone to face this big big world out there. No one to turn to, no one to brave the obstacles with me. I really want to find that someone special. But my heart ain't easy to open up anymore, yet inside.. deep inside i longed for someone to share that special connection with me. Someone whom cares.. someone who has the key to my heart. To make me once again trust love, to fall madly in love. irrationally. crazy. sensational. head over heels in love. I would love to have such feelings overwhelming me once again. Will i ever get to experience that sort of emotions once again?

Everyone relate me as bubbly and cheerful.. But am i really that cheerful? I wish to.. perhaps i am when my mood is not so blue. Now all i want to do is wallow in my blanky and hug my cookie to sleep. Blue... BLue cookie monster..

Thanks for always being by my side.. Love you always.

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Took awhile for me to upload.. Enjoy the past few months of party pics.

Have been busying with work.. shopping for xmas gift for friends. The year is ending so fast. 26 days more and year 2007 is approaching and 2006 is disappearing. Time past by like nobody busniess. I soon realise that working life is is mundane. Without any passion just doesn't motivate me to go work. At times, i really wish to give up and quit my job. But i've persevere till now for about a year half. Somehow, emotionally i've gotten a sense of attachment to my colleagues plus my job scope. However, inside me- I longed for the day when i finally get to where i dream. A job that is filled with passion and the adrenaline to get myself up for work. Now i kinda dread to go work. So I'm like thinking of the coming holidays to motivate myself to go work lor. Plus year end bonus.. Wohoo~

I was in my dad car one day and listening to e radio. Then, something on air caought my attention. It was a chinese station and the DJ was saying some fulfilling life philosophy. She was explaining how we can see life's obstacle in a diffferent angle. Anyways, what interest me was this: She said- 'use ur eyes to see others good points. Use your ears to listen to others advise and constructive comments. USe your mouth to compliment others.'It's true that i find a lot of people/friends/patient/customer out there only see or criticise without even processing what they are thinking/saying. Not goanna say that i'm a saint or what. In fact, i'm also gulity. So, people out there.. April is changing for the better again.. hAHAHA.. Don't be afraid of my sudden change of attitude or behaviour. I will still remain wild and crazy. This is with gurantee plus chop. ahaha.. LOL.

Friends have been commenting on the xmas list being very expensive. Actually it's just a wishlist.. Any gift with sincerity will be much appreciated. Xmas card will do too. =)

Let's update the xmas wishlist(someone nagging me to do so.. haha)

1. A TMX elmo (really can't stop craving for one.. till i finally have it lying in my arms)
2. MAC brush set. - $98
3. New frangrance- Vera Wang, JLo, Nina, Estee Lauder, Anna Sui
4. Lomograph cam - fisheye or supersampler
5. 1 year subcription of CLEO mag
6. A pair of NEW Havaianas flip flop
7. Ipod video 30G
8. MAC foundation
9. Shoes - Anything nice
10.Bags- Any type..
11. A new diary 2007