All of a sudden behind the back of my mind.. i remember that i had written a poem 2, 3 years back. I decided to dig out from the secret place.. where i hide it..Haha.. As if my place is tidy..Everywhere can be a hidding place.LOL. So basically,(It was easy to find la.cos i know where it is) I open up the drawer.. Found that bottle and the little note which I pen down my feelings. So here it goes...

To the one I love... (Cheesy??)

It seems not long ago when I first met you
And now it's time to say adieu
It's not easy to let go
Especially when it's hard you know

Now at this moment as you and I part
My dear friend, you are always in my heart
Over photos, movies and laughter we share
For you, I have truly come to love and care

Maybe we will meet some day
Maybe we will never meet again
No matter what lies ahead
I will wish you luck always

If fate bring us back again
Which I sincerely hope and pray
Together forever never part
All my heartfelt words from my heart

-- Aprilicious--

What do you think? Can I be the next Super Poet? Tsk.

Star idol.. Should I or shouldn't I?

LEt me know what u think..

It's finally the weekends.. oh i can't wait to sleep thru my sunday morning.. Well, my tooth or should i say my gums are aching from the extraction early on.. damn. I decided to extract my tooth today. I dunno how i had such courage to do it immediately.. but i did.. and now i am wonderin why did i do it. Now i felt all wired and uncomfortable chewing food.. It's unbearable.. Now i can understand those old folks without their dentures. With one tooth less i felt a little useless.. ha.. I cannot imagine once i had the braces on... I think it will be even more painful than this.. Argh~ I cannot imagine the suffering i had to go thru in order to have straight pairs of teeth. Haiz. Bo pian la.. it's all worth it.. thats what most of them said.. (hopefully they are right)

Now i have to save up.. Save money for my braces. No discount again.. no need to say. haizz.. long story. so i will just leave it as it is. those who i borrow money.. sorry but i will return asap. probably, next month.

Tired le. Will update again.

When.

When I am lost.
When I need a hug.
When I need a shoulder to cry on.
When I wanna share my happiness.
When I want a listening ear.
When I want to chill.
When I need some direction.
When I wanna have some fun.
When I wish to chat.

-I think of you.

AhhHh ChuUuu... Damn.

I am sick.

Very Sick.

Feeling all cold and shivering under my blanky..

Oh my..

Fallin' Sick.

Sick.

Phew.. What a monday. Monday just make me blue.. Blue makes me think of Blue dar ber di dar ber dar.. Okie.. i shall stop my nonsense.

I was nearly late.. Or should i say.. I was late for work. But thanks to dad, i managed to get there asap. Feeling so tired.. I have no idea why. Maybe I was use to sleeping late.. These few days i slept early and i felt weird. Now, i feel ever more sleepy and lethargic, making me feel all wobbly and moody. had a misunderstanding and a lil quarrel with my ladyboss. I nearly lost control and just a tiny weeny bit, I might thought of quiting. Well, lucky.. i was 'train' to put a deaf ear to her screaming , if not.. i dunno what will happen.

Oh my.. i am having this sore throat.. i can feel the stingy pain coming. Gosh.. I have been drinking liang teh and it seems not working. wonder is it becos... ? Nah.. can't reveal too much. But i do hope it will get better. I dun wish to si shen.

Oh well.. A rest day for me.. Can't believe it.. I am actually lazing in front of the com, thinking what to do next. Yesterday was okie.. work as usual. Met him up, had a great time. Well, waiting for his forfeit. Lol.

Oh my, what a disappointment. Was really excited abt the girl's nite out. All due to Jo's last min back out. Oh well, we still have the steamboat to look forward with the' jie mei' gang. ha. Looking forward to the next weekend of activities. Which i am planning with enthu.

Next week, the clinic will be unofficial closed for 2 days, due to some congress in BAli. So there goes my boss and his wife.. Swhoosh.. Byebye.. I can't wait to have 2 great days of peace and stress-less. I will still need to continue my assignment of typing the stupid name list.. HEy, thats better than getting scolded.. Whaha..

Oh ya! Did i mention that i manage to get discount for my braces thingy at my friend's clinic. Oh.. isn't it great news? I just can't wait for nice straight teeth. heh heh.. But still i need to wait for the next appt. Waiting....

Gosh.. it's raining outside. Remind me of Alan, cos he complaint that it's raining heavily in hk. Hey hey dude, if u are reading this. Do take gd care of health. Dun get caught in the rain and fall ill.. MIssy here would be responsible for your illness. :P And stop peeping at girls la.. LOL.

Waiting for time to pass.. work at 6pm.. more gossip up next...

abdul ....
bala...
Chan....
Chee....

Well.. u might be wondering whats wrong with me today.. wtf with those Surnames. It's my one month assignment in the clinic. I have to complete typing the whole list of GPs in Singapore.. can u believe it? And if i am unable to finish it. I will have no increment. Damn. I felt so treaten and Stress up. It's like. Wtf, i am a Staff Nurse, not an adminstrator cum operator okie? I felt so used and yet i just couldn't do anythin. Oh well.. thats life in the working society? U just have to bear with all that nonsensical, unreasonable demands?

Tml is another shitty day..

Give me some motivation anyone?

Well.. its been hectic and terrble week .. i can't really say week yet.. But this few days is killing me. Had a bad news.. i guess most know.. the braces thingy.. its going to kill me. Then, I am so naive to believe in this freelance modelling thingy.. which Cos me 50bucks. Details later. Then, work sucks big time.. Just dun have the motivation to work. everything just seems so so wrong. I dunno but i can't help feeling wracked.pissed.frustated.

And that Alan... haizz.. dun wish to talk abt it.. sian le

I want a hug!!!!!

A big Big one..

I want to be pampered~

Monday.. another day of my pathetic life. I am really digessed what kind of work i really am capable of and those ambition i have in life.. would they really come true.

tired & lifeless.

thats life now.

Need some spicing up~

Hi peeps! I am back from amazing Taipei. What can I say? I miss u all very much. It was fun to finally have a break away from work, stress and busy Singapore. Though, it was a short trip.. (and I can't believe I am actually back in spore.) I enjoyed myself to the fullest. It was shopping, MORE Shopping and Even more Shopping! I thought to myself, wouldn't it be great to actually fly there 'free and easy way', that way, I can even do more shopping and snacking.

Talking abt food. Taipei has so many street snacks (what we know as xiao chi ). I couldn't finish all of them in 2 days time. I think I might have put on some weight. LOL. There are just so many delicious snacks waiting for me to gobble them up. It will be damn good.

Check out their fashion!! Look at their prices! They are so in style and trendy. So much affordable and So many many stalls and shopping centers to romp around. I just wanna spend my entire week there in shilin street or xi men shopping area. It is PARADISe to me. Compared to tiny Spore, they had so much choices and so much to do. Here during weekends, shopping or window shopping at Orchard, Bugis or maybe some clubs and movies. But there, they have the same and even more! They can go for a stroll at the lover's bridge. They can take the ferries wheel and go to theme parks further from the city. It's like.. ahh... Heaven~ how I wish I am staying there for a month. Then, I can explore even more. However, great times are the shortest. So here I'm back to my lovely Spore.

Well.. Would love to update my day to day experience in Taipei, but I am getting really tired. So will update tml? Or the next? Miss you all dearies.

souvenir for all! Maybe not all.. haha.. cos mostly are mine..(evil laugh) whahaha..

I at now at the terminal waiting for broading. Woah.. Changi now has internet access.. Hey.. Fast speed too.. Well, gtg le.. Miss me hor.. Chaos...

Being bored... Came up with a lame story of Aprilicious and cookie Monster.
Give yourself a laugh.. relax and enjoys~






Aprilicious: What a boring day.. Sianzation~ I need to spice up my life.. anyone to entertain me?

Cookie: (looking really smart in the glasses) Hi ApriLicious, let me help to entertain you.. Look at me, I look so naive. (Just a small reminder: Looks are deceiving. ;P)

Aprilicious in her wildest imagination...

Aprilicious: (shocked!) Oh my!! Don't come near me!!!!

Cookie: Yummy.. ApriLicious..

Anything to share>? Hit me @ the comment box. Winks...

Secondary school friends mini gathering.. Wanyu's bday @ Essential Brew

Nice... nice brownie and macademia nuts ice cream.. yummy!

Say Cheeze~!

Simley fries anyone? So Cute and Tasty too~

went out today to celebrate Wanyu's bday. It's been a long time since i last saw them. We saw changes in us yet again. Get to meet shu Fen after so long.. She so different. Feminine and very sweet. The singles are having a wild time chatting and updating each other's life to each other. Ate pizza at Pasta Mania - Cine. Then we head down to Holland V for a drink n chill. Essential brew!! The first thing on my mind. Haha.. So crowded as usual. But managed to get 5 of us in. We surprised our bday girl with brownies with ice cream.. Yummy!! Had smiley fries.. So cute.. Will upload photo for the bday soon!! Really enjoyed their accompany.. so nice to catch up with old mates. Going to pack my laggage le..

Taiwan... 1 more day to go!!! Yeah~ (=

Ladyboss and us.. ha..

Celebrate with KFC's chicken. Woah.. saw the choco strawberries- i made them!

Cheryl's Bday.. My clinic colleagues.

Girls drunk.. at Harry's. Oh my...

Nice fireworks? Sign.. goanna miss this year fireworks festival.

NDP Full dress rehearsal with Mum.. Cheeze!

The Best Girlfriends... Jo, Apr, Gina

My fav lecturer- Mr Syed.

Grp 0223. Nursing peeps. Graduation day

Oie.. what two night i had.

First was with Jen. Ate Subway. Turkey Breast (i need some) lol. Movie-Mind hunters. NC-16.Thriller. Heart pacing. Frightening.Play hard to catch. Gruesome. RATE: 4****. Crap till late night. 10pm. Drank Mon Cheri at TCC. Nice. Like the fusion of colours. Pink. My fav. Photo pics with my new specs. Nerdy. Fun. Unforgetful.

Tonight. With Kel. Ate Crystal Jade. beef noodle. Noodle was lifeless. Oh gosh. Share free HG ice cream. Walked into toy fair. Bought gifts for friends. Walked even more- window shopping.Chatted. Monotone chatting. Photo pic. Super model. Act cute. Tired. Hasty. Bored. Yawn. Went home.

To Kel: Read your blog as you requested. Freaking me out. Sorry but I'm goanna be real frank. I dun think it is possible for us. Neither would it be possible for me to get into any serious commitment right now. Not my style for now. You are not my taste either. Hate the truth. You can stop reading. But if you wanna know more. Read on. I have always treated you as an acquaintance. If there is any problem or important issues, you will never be the one i look for. There is no chemistry for us. Because i wouldn't let it happen too. I want to stay what i am now. I am happy to be single and available. relationship is not some BIg issue in my head. I want to stay focus cos i know what i want. And a piece of advise to you. Go find what u want in life. what do u want to do/be? Once u have a goal in life, your life will be meaningful. Don't dread that your life is imperfect or bad. Everybody is different. So is the way they handle things. If u choose to idle and lead a useless and meaningless life, no one can stop you. Just as your family. Treasure them. Be it if they are being unsupportive or whatever, they are STILL YOUR family. Life is always filled with challenges and ordeals, we have to be ever ready for it. You have 2 years to find out what YOU want. Do make use of it. Dun waste any more time. Cos time waits for no man. Do take care. Please don't be dishearted. U will find 'the one' soon.

Can't help but feeling happy.. maybe it's the coming get away holidays that spurred me feeling excited. Just can't wait to get onto the plane and relax.. I need that break seriously. before i breakdown.again.

Having breakout recently. Due to late night activities?Insomia? Oh well, wtf. I can alwasy rest in that trip of mine. Just have to put more foundation i guess. ha. Any good anti blemish brand to recommend?

Thinking of snipping my hair to shoulder length.. Got this urge to change image. Instead of cutting short, maybe a new perm will do> Argh ($$$$) Got a new specs, cost me 80bucks. really nerdy and studious. Ha. Some sort of the image i want. Ha. Imagine with braces. Which most likely will be done after my trip to Taiwan.

Happy nurse's day to all the wonderful Missy ard the world!!

Had prezzy from some of the staffs.. and my parents.. so sweet of them.

Lotsa sms bombarded my inbox today. Feeling shiok.

Loving my life now.