oh my.. couldn't believe that i finally get to move my butt to exercise after so long. And the fact that i was the one who suggested to go cycling was even more awe. My dearie and I went to ECp for cycling after my work. It's really enjoyable especially when i met Weng Qing Hai. (sounding like a secondary school girl who idolise 5566) Anyway, he's sweet cos he smiled at me. (Or was i hallucinating?) Bumped into him for 3times.. Okie.. i think it's enough (I am sounding like i am damn in love with him) But he's gd lookin la..LOL

We had damn delicious JAp food after our tired workout. It's great ambience and good food. I hate jap curry chicken rice that spelled Superb..while dearie's tofu set is fab. We had such full stomach that i nearly puke (Okie.. let me explain.. Cos i had a seafood tofu kebab, chocolate bread all b4 the curry set) I am becoming such a big eater that i wonder why are the braces not in action.. I love eating now.. hahaaha.. even though it can be a lil nusiance but am adapting well..

Tml.. we are goin to collect our makeover pics.. ohhh... I can't wait.. so excited. after waiting till our neck is almost 20cm long.. YEah!!! It's finally out.. lets see the result.

Yesterday was a fun filled day for me. I had my second audition that went not that smoothly but it was great experience. My partner forget her lines lor... Then it was the starlight movie at padang. It was really enjoyable watching movie outdoor , we can lie on the floor, some even brought pillows along. There are many couples around hugging together so loving. Haizz.. too bad dun have someone to cuddle with.. waiting for that day to come. Oh watch batman begins and fanastic 4. Really enjoyed fanastic 4 cos it's more lighthearted and comical not so serious as batman begins.

I will be banding my braces today.. oh my .. haha.. dunno whether can still chat like last time..but must adjust ba.. then u will see me in straight teeth le.. Can't wait.. Wooh.. think of that will motivate me and let me stay focus.. pain is part and parcel of life..

lets see how many kg will i loss from this...

Today is the day.. the day where i have to get prepared that I may get filmed into the show of star idol.. Ha.. i wonder how it will go. Somehow, i am not as excited as the first time? Maybe I lack the confidence now?? Or perhaps i just havent prepare. Ha.. On a lighter note, It feels great not working on sat. Ha.. I can't believe i can actually sleep till 10am. even though my mind was already asking me to wake up at 730am. Damn.

Still thinking what to bring there. What to wear.. Still haven't memorise the script. Ha. What a slack contestant. Well, I guess it all boils down to whether the judges like you or not. I believe in spontaneous response than memorising all that script. I also can't wait to act with peeps with the same passion as me. I believe it is goanna be fun.. heh..

I am still on the road to speedy recovery.. So do give me lotsa support ya. I am sure you all out there know what i'm trying to hint. I need huggies!!

Damn. My whole entry was deleted. I have no mood. the pain is killing me. Blog some other time.

It's all over
by aprilicious

It's all over
Does it means an end?
Or a new beginning?

It's all over
Relief with lil' comfort
A road to new adventure

It's all over
don't mess with my heart
anymore.

It's all over

Oh well.. nite out with the jie mei's gang. without Jo and Marco. Well, it was hell lotsa fun. We had Sushi for dinner and kbox at partyworld. It was really fun. It's been a long time since i k song. Sang till my heart content. Nearly.

Snap snap snap... took pictures as usual. very comical pics. Will upload soon. LOl.

Tired.But enjoyed every bit of today.

You.are.on.my.mind.

Have been getting really tired recently. i wonder what happen to my body.my mind. Just not the usual bubbly April. Wonder where have all the energy of mine went to? Dark rings.. puffy face. OMG. Fuck.

The Season
for z

I'm learning to get used
to longing again.

Learning to tread
between the unmentionable
and the unsaid.

How shocking
the loss of touch is,
the clarity of its pain.

Little spring-times
of our affections.

Ha.. just finish bathing. Was in good mood nowadays.. but sleepy. Lethargic somemore. Argh! Well, attended my first jap class. Fun and it's a little overwhelming. Too many to learn. Too little time. Time pass by so quickly As Takahashi sensei taught as simple conversation and questions to numbers and occupation. Really lookin forward to my next class. Hopefully can converse in proper Japanese. So cool.. Ha..

Missing you. Justmissingyou.
I need a distraction referral.

Okie, well update time!! I got into the second audition for star idol.. haha. Sound silly rite?? When i decided to join, it was purely just for the fun. Now that i got thru to second round, i have to do my best. After all, acting is my passion. I love to act. I love to perform. So waiting for the second audition to arrive which is next sat. Well, do support me ya? :)

Oh well, I envy Jen whom get to meet gorgeous guy with sexy voice. Oh.. Ahh.. Damn lucky you. :P Oh well, too bad I wasn't around haha..

Went to the movies with Grace on mOn. Watched ' March of the Penguins'. It was a good show. Very artistic and french. I love the part where they danced and mate. The whole movie is abt the Emperor penguin. I found myself liking penguin even more after watching the movie. Am thinking of getting a puzzle on the lil' ones. If animals are your kind of stuff, do catch the show. You will love it. Especially the scenery and the little penguins. :)

Oh ya.. photo shot today with GIna. Read at www.spankthemissy.blogspot.com . that's all for now..
Chaoz..

Star Idol.. another big competition for the commoners. Like Me. What can i say. I decided to submit to peer pressure. Ha. Well, it was kinda 50 50 i guess. On one hand, initiately i wanted to join so with their consistent persuasion, I finally gave it a try. Ha. Smsed my pals and they were all surprised, of cos they did gave me moral support and encouragement. :)

Tml will be the audition. Let's wait for the result. All excited? Me too.

I have decided to sort out what's on my mind, troubling and haunting me for so long. I have finally made a decision. A clear decision. What's over , it's over. No point holding on to that little tiny winny bit of hope, which most probably doesn't even exist. What's real? Nothing seems true and real to me anymore. So I rather open up that illusion of mine and give myself another chance to breathe. Another exit where I have long forgotten. As I decide to make that big daring step of mine, everything changes. Even that burden in my head seems lighter. Unhappy things, stressful things are not weighing me down as much. Isn't that what I always wanted, I tell myself? My mood seems good. I look good too. Maybe like what others told me, it's how u feel that changes the way u look at things. Which seems almost true.

What's urs is urs. Don't force yourself and eluded youself everything is goanna be fine. Who knows the future right?
At the meantime, I am doing just fine.