I feel so weird lately.. I met new people in my life.. feeling all excited and wanting to know more. Yet at the same time, i felt distanced from the old kakis i shared my precious memories together. What is happening? IS this what they say about friends come and go? I do hope not. I miss them so much.

I hope i could at least give everyone a little more attention... I want everyone to be loved and happy. It seems like I couldn't thou. whenever i give a little more here, the other side is left out. I felt worn out at times. Sometimes, i just hope to be sayang... To be given a little more attention too. But i dun think anyone knows what to do... everyone just want me to be there for them..

"U ain't replace. You are just not there anymore... The place has been vacant for awhile... Waiting for you to come back. I miss you so much.. can't u feel me?"

End of the 2 public holidays. Phew.. time flies.. Now going to sleep soon.. But better ending my day. I wanna update a little. Today, slept till 2 plus. Went to club Momo yesterday. Ladies nite. With Jas and gang. Wild and fun. Bobby was entertaining, Alex was nice. Had a great chat with Alex. Find a good person to tan xin si le.. haha. lol. He actually work at Dawson place too. What a coincidence.

Surprised to see his sms. We decided to go dinner together. Had a nice catchin up with him. Seems that he is doing really well. Very happy for him. Making me envy.. but i am doing fine too.

Decided to take up swimming course. ahaha.. not that i dunno how to swim but i decided to have some form of exercise and since my swimming is damn lousy. So i take up swimming with friend lor. Ha.. really excited. Cos i want to be able to swim laps next time. Fit sia. haha

Decided that spending money is a form of temp happiness.. So decided not to stay in such a state any more. I wanna save!! So when i have lotsa money at hand. Then, i think i will be more happy next time. haha.. So decided to start a saving fixed deposit account. So this month is purely to pay bills and braces and transport. I'm goanna save the rest. Wah.. like real.. try la hor

Lasik tml.. Need to iron OT suit. Tata..