I wonder at times why people actually react to a situation so seriously to the extend that it actually became quite annoying. I will not entertain to that. In fact I don't think i will be that sweet sounding girl anymore, pleasing everyone else except myself. What's the point of being nice to all but get criticise, hurt and pissed?? In situation when it boils down to my job, my responsibility, i will take it resiliently. sigh.. What's the big deal.

I am pissed!

It's my birthday!! Woohoo~ I'm turning 21. I'm taking my key to freedom.. Well, is it true?? Erm, guess i still the same.. Cos i'm still april. I love the fact that i have a great/fantastic/eventful birthday bash. Almost all my friends turned up. The weather wasn't that bad.. and everyone had fun. It was amazing to see that i have so many friends.. and so well loved by everyone.

The preparation was kinda rush. Was doing door gift till wee hours the night before 15april. Gina came over to help out by cutting those beautiful butterflies. We both had girl nite gossip..

THe day finally came and of cos it was a great success. Everything went smoothly. The deco was up with help from my mum, gina and beautrice. Everything happen so fast and soon it was 7pm. Peeps start to poor in with presents. And boy was i loaded with so many gifts. I am so fortunate to receive so many gifts which i did not expect at all.. THe gifts wasn't the most important. The most important was that all my buddies made it to my special day. Everyone told me that i was beautiful.. that made me big headed.. lol. OH well, i should since i am the birthday girl. *winkz*

Today, i took half day off from work just to celebrate my brithday didn't want my birthday to be spend at the clinic. So i went out with my best pal- Jen and Gina. We went to yaki yuki for lunch.. Found out that JEn has the ability to be the ice cream maker. whaha.. We caught 'The Producer' before heading to GMAX at clarke quay the reverse bungy. Rain had stopped after the 2 long hours of the musical cum movie. It was a comical romance flick,but was kinda draggy at the end. The 3 crazy girls went ahead to clarke quay for the ride of their life... We paid the money hopped on the bungy and the next thing we know we were shot up to the sky at great speed. It was so thrilling. The view was fantastic and of cos we are look like shit after the ride.. We even got the dvd of us screaming away, looking like so fanatic women whom met with a rapist who want to 'de-virginise' us. Whahaha...thinking back of the images was hilarious. LOL.
We had thai food for dinner and then it was home sweet home. I love my friends.. and my family. I had such a unforgettable 21st birthday because of everyone. Thank you my darlings!!! ^I'm on cloud 9^

Hmmm.. what to blog.. too much to say but dunno from where to start.

ok

lets start..

I received my first birthday card!!! Gosh.. i'm so happy.
I'm such a card person.. and he actually handmade it for me. So sweet of him.

Thank YOU!!

I still have a little bit of flu that just doesn't goes off.. Argh* Furious*

Cm is weekend!! Got to meet up with gina and gang.. Can't wait. Miss them so much. Lots to catch up and gossip. Yohoo!

And.. JON is back!!! Im so surprised to receive his sms today. He's back for a week and he is able to join my birthday celebration.. I'm so happy.. too bad elson is in taiwan.. If not the threesome will be back in force. We are meeting up to catch up with juicy details.

Well, i love japanese curry.. especially homecooked ones. *Wink*

WHat a BAd Day...

Remind me of daniel powter.

Anyway, day sucks was kinda affected by my inefficiency.

I was no longer running room but throw back to the counter. And i dun like counter.

Phone calls, appointment, billing...
all sucks.

I hate to track case sheet here. Cos no matter how hard u try. There are always case sheet not found. Case sheet missing. Stolen. Eaten up by dog. or perhaps abducted by aliens. Argh..

driving me nuts.

Argue with mum make things worst.

I thought at leasst coming home makes me relax.. calms me down. but it doesnt seems so.

Flu getting better.. thanks for the the concern.

Regarding Zz.. He's attached.. Happy for him... Was kinda surprised that i didnt cry or make a scene which i normally would have. though i was kinda emotional.

My mum really want me to get myself bonded.. but i REally dun wish to. I wish i was as lucky as Gina. Though now result wasnt annouced.. BUt if i would to get in, i decided that i will not get a bond at all cost. I will work my ass to pay my loans or perhaps get a sugar daddy to pay up my fees. I see no point gettin bonded becos it will tie me down and i perferred to do what i like than to do shift work.

I have been mould to someone whom i dun wish to be. Must i be so obliged becos she's my mum?? Is this filial piety? It's not my wish.. not my passion.. not what i want in life. I want to realise my dreams.. What really make me happy. It's not the stability of a job that will make me happy. YEs, being a nurse is a good job.. helping the society.. caring for others. It's not wat i want though. It can be my temporary hideout. So Please, don't force me anymore. I don't wish to obey it as a command. I don't care if you are going to make me to.. Becos no.. I have chose not to. I will study at my freewill. Not for the sake of you.

Maybe i am never someone who is as noble as u want me to be. But i know that i will work hard for what i want. I am not a slacker. So i will not slack my life away.

Sometimes all i want is to enjoy the light breeze on my face without any worries. But i always have that feeling of pressure. Pressure that i have to excel. Excel to make u feel proud of me. It's stressful... I know you always want the best for me. But i think i'm old enough to know what will be good or best for me. Even if it's not... At least it was i who make the decision. I learnt from failure. I will be independent. Which i believe i can..

Sad sad me...
in frustration.

Well, why can't i get the progress bonus from the GOv?

The criteria is age 21years and above from 31st dec 05...

Argh..

Why such rule??

My bonus.. boo.. NOw i'm so envious of Gina!!

And those NS friend of mine..though they only get 100bucks..

Haiz..

FYI, I'm sick again.

Yes, u heard it.. Im sick.

BAd bad flu..

My nose is sore from all da rubbing and sneezing.

Might see Dr Chan again...

Boo.. I hate to see doctor.