hmm..
Actually cm is nurses' day.. so hereby wishing all the missy HAppy nurses' day!!

Can't help but feel that my job satisfaction is dropping gradually.. Nursing is not my passion but i still like nursing.. Becos i like to show my care and service to all my patients, be it if they are nasty or nice to me. Recently, i find that i'm hoping for a job that will give me more satisfaction cum better income. The reality of surviving in this world... gimme my money! ;P What a love-hate relationship.

I wanna catch movies!!
Lake house, now and forever, click!, dragon tiger gate, goal! 2 .

I also wanna catch the forbidden city! who's coming with me???

Hey.. finally months of looking at the same old boring skin , i have finally choose to have a change of my blogskin. What do ya think?? Nice? I guess so.. the theme is still much the same. I like green and black. It just goes fantastically well. don't ya think?

I have been quite bothered at times with the decision i made. especially when it comes to matters of the heart. Guess i'm such a weak person. Indecisive is the better word. It just so happen that i am always in a delimma to come between making decision where i am left with no choice. Gosh, i sound like so old menopause woman. Anyway, I glad i have found someone i can relate to, none other than my precious dearie, I found you.

I'm not going to sound mushy but being tolerant to my emotional well being isn't easy. Which i believe u have come to realise, i really appreciate that. I hope things will turn out fine.. Let's go with the flow like you said.. Let's give each other ample time to know more about each other, understand and trust. That's all i ask of you...

Dearie: Get well soon... =)

Today is an evenful day. Why?? I went to ECp with Gina to blade. But the unfortuate thing is that she fell. Actually i felt very bad becos she fell chasing after me. HEr elbow was hurt.. bleeding.. quite bad la.. Joe felt bad too.. becos he said he didn't manage to catch her in time when she fell. Annyway, everything is fine. Hope she will recover fast, and we can go blading again. She wants to play basket ball somemore. haha.. so we should organise an outing with the gang to play ball.

826: please take care.. missing you lots.

Congrats on your passing of your test my dear. I am really happy for u though i can't relate to you due to the situation now. I hope you will read my blog at least.

Well, life hasn't been easy lately.. a lot have change. I have test, relationship problem and basically everything seems tough. I dunno how long more can i survive in this jialat situation. It's unbearable. Sometimes, finding someone whom i can relate seems so difficult. Perhaps everyone has their own turmoil and problems, perhaps i'm not the only one?

I miss elson and jon.. My threesome buddies.. Where are u both.. busy as usual? I need your listening ears man.

To 826: Thanks for your care and concern u given me.. I really appreciate every moment of your companionship. Thanks for standing by me thru my pathetic down period at this moment. =)

It has been some time... everything about me and her is over.. She stand firm on her decision and me helplessly have to agreed upon. Perhaps it's really the best for both of us?? It's so hard to imagine without her by my side.. I cried myself to sleep everytime i think of her. Compare to last time, i am really hurt this time round... expectations have change.. Love have change too.

I didn't have much opportunity to tell her how much i love her.. how much she meant to me.. But i hope she will at least treasured the special moments we shared. I miss her a great lot.. Without her voice nagging me seems so lonely.. Without her hugs make my days seems odd. I wonder how long more do i have to suffer before everything return to normal again. Perhaps it will never be normal.. everything has change...

songs delicated for her: Wo yao de xuan zhe and li ren jie - jolin tsai

All i want now.. is you to be happy... that's all.