Today sucks.... BIG TIME!!
What is wrong man.. everything seems to be on the evil side.. just not working for me.. I guess Ben must be behind all this.. all because he is EVIL.. hahaha... Well.. morning woke up, find myself waking up at the wrong side of the bed.. bad hair day... PMS.. HAiazz... and that stupid theory test .. that drives all "MIssy" in yr 3 nuts!! ArghH .. what is this? ( BEn asking me to write more for him to read? NO WAY!! hahaha ) Well, just bad luck that my paper is hard.. or just that i am too lazy to start revising earlier... hmm.. (*.*) Well.. i guess i just have to buck up for my practical!! (JIa YOu for myself.. and GIna too!!) Nonetheless, Gina's having a much bad day for herself... ( read her blog for details..hehe) Well, things will be fine.. still got me what whahaha... I am Sunny Girl.. thats what kelvin calls me.. sunny girl.. hmm.. well, just chatted with him just now.. he seems a little stress with his own problem. It seems to me that everyone seems to be very problematic nowadays .. oh man! (Ehemm.. clearing my throat..What the world needs now.. is love.. sweet love....) Haizz... Cheer up man.. things will be bright and shiny and .. erm.. ermm... nice la.. hahaha (^-^)
Hmm.. wondering what to write next, with all these people msning me.. i just lost my focus esp with this ben.. whaha.. no la.. tomorrow will be another long and tired day.. i will be having drama rehearsal till like 10 plus i guess.. oh poor me... what to do.. anyway.. countdown to performance day in 9days... woah.. thats fast.. (everyone.. buck up okie.. memorise ur script.. dun forget what i say about ur entrance and blocking.. projection... ) <- thats me in drama.. hmm.. firece.. no la.. so sweet.. like angel.. (+.+) not really.. okok.. getting lame.. hehe
Well... i am wondering whats BEn thinking now.. he seems trouble too.. hmm.. only if he would like to share... i am always here to provide my listening ear.. :)

HAizz.. what a day.. tired and worn out.. maybe i am not as energise as i use to be.. things have been kinda stress lately for me.. things haven't been easy.. test and projects.. stageArts.. guess things just come all at once and i can;t manage them properly.. Dunno why.. but i have this feeling of uncertainty... no idea why i feel that way.. hmmp.. Well, theory test in less than 24 hours and i am still here blogging.. it just show how much i am into studying this damn thing!
Felt neglected but it is okie.. I am trying to get use to this... have to i guess.. i cannot think of him anymore.. It has to come to an end.. and even though i find it tough, i know i will be able to do so.. All i need is to bury myself in the pile of work and my commitment to drama and ..tata~ I will recover in no time.. U wait and see (*.*)
Well, drama has brought me to another level.. now i am trying to use my 3 years of experience to direct the drama.. kinda cool huh?? hehe~ actually am enjoying every part of it..trying my best to bond with the freshies.. Well, dunno whether they feel that their VP is crazy or what but hopefully this two weeks will bring us closer.. maybe by then we can have a GROUP HUG!!~~~ YEah!! Just waiting....

Mamma MIA!

It was a great show... I enjoyed every moment of it.. however he didn't.. nonetheless, it was really "ABBASOLUTELY FABULOUS!" The story was about this girl called Sophia wanting to know who her dad was.. therefore she decided to read her mum's diary and found out 3 guys which her mum's had ever fallen for.. ushe invited the 3men to her wedding to find out who is her real dad... There were great songs from abba and the dance was synchronise... i was totally impressed by the actors.. cause they sang so well.. Anyway, she didn't find out who her dad was and she didn't married either.. In the end, she decided to just leave the island with the love of her life and her mum married one of the guys call HArry... So the wedding preparation was not wasted.. it is a comedy romance show.. u will love it if u get all the jokes and pun they made.. It was the first time i get to sit so near to the stage.. as i got to buy the student tix and only $65 while others have to paid at least $125.. it was really worth it.. i can see the actors expressions and the props... the last time when i catch the Oliver twister .. i was sitting at circle 3.. so everything seems so small.. but this time round, everything is so clear and real.. wahha...
Well this is for my dear GIna: I really cherish u my friend, i know that we both have our own problem and schoolworks that doesn't seems to end.. but i know thast we both care a lot for each other and no matter what we will stick by one another thru thin and thick.. Thanks for all ur care and concern u have give me... U are the best girl... :)
For ZZ: We may have our differences and perspective, but that isn't a factor to stop us from loving each other. It was the differences that brought us together.. it was the different opinions that we come to learn and cherish each other.. We maybe now having many "downs" in our way, but having the same sentiments.. we both know things CAN work out just fine... No matter what.. I love u... and i hope u feel the same way too...

went out with bf... was an enjoyable day.. Show him his b'day gift and he really likes it a lot.. My taste is just too good.. noone can say it is lousy.. hehe.. We went out to town and he got me a FOX jacket.. i really likes it a lot!! Too bad no red colour wan.. so settle for a black one.. :P Then we went to Perlini sliver to look at bracelet.. he wanted to buy me one, but i think it is better to just save up his money.. no need to spend it on me... even though i really like the bracelet a lot.. hehe... have been eyeing it for quite some time and ever told him, i like it very much.. but he said it is very simple.. now he said that it is very nice... haizz GUYs... well, we went to Far EAst Plaza to take sticker again.. so fun.. designing the sticker together.. We then head up to those food place to makan.. was crowded.. didn't know which one to choose. so just settle at one with more seats.... We ordered HOr FUn and green tea.. the hor fun was okie.. but the boss there give quite a lot of ingredient.. so it tasted good ( anyway, i was very hungry.. hehe) Then after that we head down the pacific plaza's adidas store to check out the jackets there.. He wanted to get one as a b'day gift for himself... HE tried on a red jacket which he wanted to get.. Red isn't actually a colour he likes.. however he DO look good in it.. thats how i feel la.. but the price is quite steep so we like "goondus" standing there deciding whethr to buy or not... actually i not paying so.... it is none ofmy business la.. WHAHAHAHA.... okok.. let's be serious... in the end he did get himslf the jacket at $159.. woah!! never will i ever get something so ex lor.. but i guess it is once in the blue moon that u actually spend that sort of money... so it is okie la.. anyway, it is his b'day soon lor.. Really looking forward to watch MAMma Mia Tml... WhoPpiE~

My premonition is correct.. i am already in this very terrible state that no words can describe.. I just finish crying and here i am writing my blog even when my net account has been overuse.. haizz.. why things have to be like this... whenever i try to make a decision, things change again.. it just seems to me that i may have make a wrong move again.. am i just trying too hard to make things work when in the first place things just doesn't work? Maybe it all sound confusing but the truth is also as confusing as i am now.. I was think of letting go and giving up.. but if that is what i want why did i bother to even try to make things work.. why can't ppl see that i really wanna try to change things.. trying to make things better... doesn't going back to his side already show how much he means to me?? I am so upset ... so fragile now.. no one is here for me.. what can i do?? PLease just take my sadness away!! i don't want to be unhappy anymore~

Well.. another two hours for me to rot in the com lab.. i am left with another 35 mins to go.. Somehow or rather i feel that things don't seems to be going well for me. Many a time, i nearly break down and cry.. well.. what can i do?? I feel so loss.. I just hope things will return to normal.. if not at least give me a new beginning... Tension and sadness just overwhelm me .. not only am i sick and tired of this feeling.. i am becoming impatient with everything.. i just wanna hide and disappeared... I am speechless....

I am now at the clinical lab... so sian.. my clinical test in coming two weeks.. argh!! so bored (Gina pestered me to check her blogspot.. cuase she kinda pissed off with the fact that her blog layout is not successful.. ) Just now, me and gina tried to do the clinical test.. haha we use the mannequin and name him BEn.. hahaa.. some more the mannequin has burnt mark on the hand.. haha.. sama sama to BEn's hand.. we had so much fun making fun of him.... wahahaha :) my friends are all sitting around the lab.. nothing to do.. so bored... my lecturer Mr syed is assessing the students who are so Kiasu to be assess... haha.. well, i will do it tomorrow la... okie la.. now it's time to help gina check her blog.. chaoz

now i am sitting in the level 3 com lab with Gina sitting beside me , making changes to her blog... haizz.. i already made a new layout.. but it just doesn't seems to work out.. each time it will return to the old setting.. argh!! frustrating. Hmm.. it has been a boring day so far.. just finish our lunch and rot in the lab isn't something fun to do.. at least to kill time. Morning we had to do our final yr project presentation and surprisingly, our lecturer gave us good comments compare to the rest who had presented the previous week. Well, i wasn't really prepared so i was kinda nervous.. i dun think i even know what i was blabbling about.. haha.. Well, just sitting here waiting for time to fly.. one hour of lecture and then another 2 hours of break!! argh~~ Well, my usage for my net at home is already overuse till more than 30 bucks le.. so i guess this may be the last update for this month unless i am stuck in the lab again with hours to kill... Hopefully, the layout will come out fine.. kinda pissed with the blogskins.com... @#$$$#!#
NExt week will be the clinical theory test.. so stressful, still got 1 more presentation to go.. have to do the video editing and individual assignment haven't even start... what am i suppose to do man.. Well, hopefully the MAmma Mia show will perk me up a little on sunday admist my busy work load... Woppie~

AHha... somehow.. feeling happy today even though i am kinda tired for the past few days.. anyway, just feeling kinda happy that things turn out fine.. well i don't wish to elaborate.. but whoever is involve will understand what i mean.. so i will just cut the crap short..
Today as usual .. early morning was delicated for my dearest stagearts.. then i went out with BEn.. well, he was dress in his causal tee and jeans.. well, get to take his bike again.. Woah!! haha.. it was really fun to be on a bike.. i mean really seriously.. i swear... hahaha okok.. i am getting lame. Well, we headed down to orchard , settled down at coffee club.. the newly build outside the california fitness centre. the ambience there was very nice.. in fact i kinda love the place.. beside the smokers around.. yucks.. the place is wonder to drink coffee in the busy street of orchard road. I ate an ice cream with strawberry which actually cost me like $7.80 lor.. wah!! ex leh~ but it was very nice!! have to lor.. if not i heart pain!!! Then we went to ECP.. i literally watch them played pool.. without a single bordom.. especially when they played very well.. it was enjoyable to watch ppl play pool.. Ben was a great player in my point of view la.. I fing it mesmerising watching him play.. Aww... so sweet!! Anyway, after that we just walk down by the beachside with jun hao.. i think thats his name.. haha.. bad at names..then i went home after that.. it was like one of my earliest home coming.. haha... what a joke.. i was like terribly hungry when i reach home.. but i told my mum i had my dinner argh!!! hmm....

i DUNNO WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.. I AM JUST FEELING TERRIBLY UPSET.. i dun wanna talk anything about it.. so just scramb!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woah.. Gosh! this few days haven't have a good night rest.. really have to sleep early tonight..

Today was kinda a slacking day... i was having two hours break doing nothing at South canteen.. Argh!! so i stuff myself with two 'kosong' prata.. Haha.. nothing better to do.. Then went for lecture. as usual i fall asleep in class.. erm.. i think i really need to buck up.. really have been very lazy.. :P After that my sub group members and i went to do research on the aromatherapy and the massage thingy.. so we head of to KKWCH to find info.. haha.. nothing much.. then we decided to head for town.. we walked around to search for pamphlet and brochures.. haha .. everyone was so afraid to approach the OSIM shop so i decided to just ask for the leaflet or catologue.. everyone was then relieve and say that I was their spoke person.. wahaha.. so silly.. ( i just dun like to like linger around outside the shop.. it is like kinda stupid la.. the shop assistant will also find us nusiance.. disturbing them)

Oh the exciting part is yet to arrive.. haha.. i was smsing Ben , my new found friend.. about going out for dinner.. so we finally decided to meet up after much persuasion by ben.. hehe... We met at tiong bahru plaza .. woah.... the best part was we were goanna ride a bike.. yeah!! My FIRST TIME!!! EEEE.. i was so nervous and excited... especially on this 400cc scrambler.. i also dunno much about it but it was really cool.. i was like so goondu when ben asked me to put on the helmet.. i told him i dunno.. so it was kinda embarassed for me.. i felt like so shitty at that time.. wahaha... i was shy la.. wahahha it was so cool to sit and feel the breeze hitting my face... then i have to hold him close to me lor.. kinda shy also.. cos first time seeing him and have to hold him close.. then when i talked my saliva like drooling all over which i practically have to like keep my mouth close in order to keep e saliva in my mouth.. wahaha.. so fun.. would like to ride again.. yeah~ anyway... talking to zz now.. so chaoz

Well... nothing much to do.. so i decide to come and update my blog. Kinda boring i guess. Chatting online at the same time.. Haha.. with Amy, CS and Ben.. new friend ... he is a very funny person. talk rubbish.. basically a friendly, easy going person.. really lighten the conversation. .. My one week holiday is almost finish.. let me reflect.. on the things i have done.. erm.. hmm.. NOTHING!! Argh! My room is still as messy.. table can't even find my stuff.. even my mouse has no space to move. I can't see my floor.. i bet there is cockroach laying nest in the pile of shit in my room.. okie.. fine i will just clear it up.. erm.. some day... wahaah... nono.. will wan.. tml tml.. i promise =P ( ps: do u know that i forget how to spell cockroach and i have to ask two person for the correct spelling ~ CS, i know now why u got c6 for ur english .. hehe)

Have been doing lotsa shopping lately.. i can say i am really broke.. Spent almost $200 in last then 2 weeks. Gosh! i think i am really getting out of hand.. must break my ATM card into half and everyday eat bread... haha.. like real.. Anyway, i make this really cute cut out for ZZ.. it contain his younger days and my too.. very cute wan.. i plan to give it to him .. hopefully he dun think it is rubbish and throw it away.. cos i will kill him.. wahaha... fierce huh?? hehe.... okie me better sleep now.. tomorrow have to wake up early.. ZzzZZzz