I am finally back from bangkok. In fact i touch down at 2plus. What can i say, shopping was fun... people are service oriented and Siam paragon is damn grand. It's like i haven't been able to blog with concentration. Everytime is bits and pieces. Will let me take this quiet time to blog while listening to my zen micro. No msn, phonecalls and smses. Basically i am having jet lac. I am so not use to sleepin in my OWN room. Gosh~ Can u imagine? I find my bed uncomfortably familiar. Sigh, what has this trip done to me.. Oh my, i am sure tomorrow i am going have a tough time waking up. BTW, it's 120am now. (surely i will finish blogging later than that)

Let's start from the xmas gathering i had with my jie meis at party world shenton way. It's a fun outing with those familiar faces and so happy to just meet up and crap. It's the usual gang with the addition of Alex. He was having exam on that day somemore. But, hey.. hope he had fun.

Christmas eve was spend on the plane to bangkok. We went for a half day sight seeing with the local tour guide. I would say,BAngkok is almost like Singapore. Nothing much to see.. HAhaa.. Shopping was the main attraction there. Everything was not pang (expensive). Cheap dirt price makes my mind go wild. I bought 14bags, 2 skirts, 3 blouses and gifts for my pals. Can u imagine?? I spend all 300Sing there. Haha.. We went to so many different area to shop and dine. It was so relaxing and walking whole day doesn't seem tired at all. The magic of shopping... AhhHhhh...

Don't let the vicious cycle continue girl.. Be strong. U can do it. No matter what happens there are always friends around u to look and care for u. Love can be cruel at times. I have been fooled so many times.. Why must I be hurted again and again. I was foolish.. but not anymore. I need to break away. I might be tough at the surface but still as fragile inside. Please bear with me if i get emo. Please lend me a listening ear when i want to pour my feelings to you. Give me that helping hand... to pull me through this period. To say the truth, i don't believe in love anymore. I have lost faith in love. Love has failed me so many times. He has cause me to believe that love doesn't exist. HIs love for me only last for 1 week or so. Should I be glad that i hesitiated my commitment in that relationship? Since love can be so bland, its not suitable for fragile people like me. It's time to let go.. It's time.

going to the airport soon. Bangkok here i come!!!! Can't wait to shop. Heehee..

I MISS U DEARIE-GINA!!! TAKE CARE~

Merry Christmas to all~

=)

Recently been really busy. Busy busy busy..

MEt a new guy. Let's name him T. T has the boy next door look. Very jovial and talkative. Very nagging too. Importantly, he makes me laugh. I felt so relax chatting with him. HE makes me remind of my first relationship. Feeling so like it. But no worries. I will still check him out.

Oh well, getting distanced as day goes by. Don't know should i do something about it or just leave it as it is. I believe there is this uncertainties in us that barrier our journey. Or maybe it is just purely that we are not meant to be. Sad to admit but it might be the truth. Love is such a funny, don't you think so? U can just feel it when its over. Doubt there will be any special moments with him this festive seasons. need not mention valentine next year. Life still goes on. So stop lamenting girl. Wake up~

Going for dinner.. wil update again.

oh my oh my... It has been a tedious and stressful day today. So lack of sleep and feeling all grumpy. How much longer can i survived in this horrendous state of mine. I just want to sleep and rest more. Feeling so worn out everyday. This make me miss the school days even more. What to do? I am a working adult now. Have to work in order to pay for my own expenses. Life sucks.

Maybe I can never be contented with what i have. In my previous job, the lady boss gave me a hard time. Now, i am stress with the workload i am handling. I just can't seems to find something that deserve all my hard work and effort worthwhile. I am just waiting for the chance to come and i will grap it and hopefully able to find that sense of achievement and fulfilment i have longed for. Maybe i should just gomback to studying.

Have been feeling odd and down. Maybe i am just thinking too much again. All the what ifs and trust. Omg.,. my brain is wearing out. Give me a break, will you?